1st Attempt...

A recording of me singing Jauh Kau Pergi(Tinggal Kenangan)..
Its my 1st attempt so dont laugh...
Good comment is appreciated.. ngeee...

p/s: Cik Ann, train ieka to sing this song yee...

Jauh Kau Pergi (Tinggal Kenangan)..

Pernah ada rasa cinta antara kita
kini tinggal kenangan
ingin kulupakan semua tentang dirimu
namun tak lagi kan seperti dirimu

oh bintangku
jauh kau pergi meninggalkan diriku
disini aku merindukan dirimu
kini kucoba mencari penggantimu
namun tak lagi kan seperti dirimu

oh kekasih
jauh kau pergi meninggalkan diriku
disini aku merindukan dirimu
kini kucoba mencari penggantimu
namun tak lagi kan seperti dirimu

oh kekasih
pernah ada rasa cinta antara kita
kini tinggal kenangan
ingin kulupakan semua tentang dirimu
namun tak lagi kan seperti dirimu

oh bintangku
jauh kau pergi meninggalkan diriku
disini aku merindukan dirimu
kini kucoba mencari penggantimu
namun tak lagi kan seperti dirimu

oh kekasih


**hope u will always remember bout me.. huhuhu**

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while writing in my friend FB comment suddenly my fingers type this thing..

it comes so sudden and very spontaneus...


let past be past, in future, just be ourselves without any influence from other people, even if its hard, if we strive for it we can do it bcoz, to be yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you something ...else is the greatest accomplishment..it will ensure you to always be in happiness even deep down in our heart we feel pain..cos tht time, we knw, the person tht we be is ourselves not the person that people want us to be

lately, ive been writing a lot of my own quote.. well based on my experience.. just wanna tell u tht...

LOVE>>LOVE>>LOVE

Yesterday, my friend said to me,

if we love someone we need to accept all the weakness he had.

Yes, I agree with that.

But then I’ve been thinking,

what if the weakness will affect our happiness in the future?

The friend of mine then said “we can guide him to be better”.

And again I asked, what if he wont change and by then something happen with the marriage or maybe the relationship itself because of the weakness?

My friend didn’t answer me that. But I know he still stick to his opinion..

Yeah, love sometimes can be complicated.

Because it’s involves feeling. And we all know feeling is abstract.

We can’t see it, we just can feel it.

And love involves 2 hearts (regardless of triangle love k.

Which only the owner of the heart knows how she/he feel.

I’m not good in talking about love.

But suddenly today, right now and this moment,

I feel like want to talk about it.

Yesterday, I knew that someone I care broke up with her boy.

It’s kind of sad even for me.

I asked her why? She said it’s for her own future.

As for me, I just support her decision if she thinks that’s the best for her even i still feel sad bout it.

I think that’s the hardest decision that she need to make. I won’t spill the detail much here just to respect this person feeling.

What I want to say is, even if we love that person, we need that person,

But if we don’t have any faith about what our future will be if we be with the person,

I think we just need to let it go.

If we don’t have any faith when being with someone we think we love is not really good thing.

Because the key of a success relationship is have faith.

I learned this from my mum and my dad.

My mum married when she was 23 years old.

She was too young that time. She didn’t even done with her study yet.

But she has faith with her marriage and until now my parents live happily for 24 years already.

If we had faith in our relationship, doesn’t matter what will happen in the future we can still face.

But if we don’t have any faith, it’s hard for us to deal with the future.

If it’s hurt to fall in love, then don’t fall in love.

Don’t find love, let’s love come to us.

That’s what I hold now.

It’s a lie if I said I don’t feel like want to be loved.

It’s a natural feeling of human to want to be loved.

But then, what is the meaning of being in love if it’s hurting.

Now, I just wait, wait and wait.

I know it will come one day, but I still don’t know when.

“I want you to love me, because of me.

I want you to love me, on the name of Allah”

And another things to share here, doesn’t want to be in love

Doesn’t mean we have to ignore any guys who want to be friend with us

Or us, ourselves doesn’t want to be friend with any guy.

Because it’s kind of important to know many kind of guys so that

It will be easier for us who we will choose one day.

Or easy to say, so that we wont end up being with a ‘crocodile’.

That’s it for now..

XoXo

Love,

Nadya

Cinta Ada...

hohh..hohh..hohh..x2
hohh..hohh..hohh..x2

andai aku buta kan mata
dapatkah kau mendengarkan jujurnya
andai engkau tutup telinga
dapatkah kau melihat keikhlasannya


aku cinta bukan dibayang mata
jauh dari bahasa
dekatkan ertinya
aku cinta bukannya disengaja
jauh dari wasangka
dekatkan hatinya
memang cinta ada dalam jiwa kita

andainya cinta itu buta
dapatkah kau mengubah pesonanya
andai mengalir air mata
dapatkah kau membezakan jelingnya


oh mengapa ada saksi yang tak memahami
oh mengapa ada saksi yang disalah erti

i'm so liking this song..

Ieka in Hari Raya

A new vid by Ieka ... my cutie lil cousin singing Raya song and Pak Ngah Balik song...

this lil fella sure have the talent....

proud to be her cousin..

can also be seen in my FB and Youtube...

njoyyy...

~~UPDATING>>>>~~

Hye Hye hye

huhuhu..sorry its been so long since my last update..

kinda not have any mood to update my blog

plus with busy like hell

well let me tell u what i've been doing this past few weeks

i'm busy with my System project... huhuhu.. its like 50% done now.. need to present it b4 the end of the semester... grr... time goes by so fast..

lately i dont spent much time with MPP... well maybe its bcoz of the fasting month.. so there no need for us to be active for now..

but u knw wht, somehow i'm glad.. finally i can be a regular student again.. even for a while... huhuhu...so i can focus more on my group project..

for now, i dont have any test upcoming... my TEST 2 will be held after raya..

as for TEST 1 , i'm really happy with my result.. for now just got back 2 subject

STATISTIC = 36/40
PROGRAMMING PARADIGM = 98/100

now i realise why i my test result was poor last semester.. it is bcoz each time my test almost there.. i need to go to courses here and there... i dont have much time to study last sem.. but thank god for the final result...

okay speaking about MPP courses, actually i need to go to a course on 7/10 together with Liwau and Ain..
but i cant go.. thats for sure cos i'm going to go for an academic visit to Penang, Perlis and Langkawi.. huhuhu.. cant wait... so i tell the HEP about it and they will look for my replacement..

oh yeah.. still a problem tho... i just knew that my Speaking Test for MUET is on 7/10 too.. grr..
but no worries.. its will be settled soon... i will change the date...need to send a formal letter to MPM real soon

what else?
Raya?
urm...
will be going back this coming wednesday.. cant wait.. and going back to Kelate on Friday... finally its comes again
my baju raya theme this year is purple,pink and maroon.. huhuhu.. almost the same... no biggies.. huhuhu

Friend??

i'm happy with my new friendship now.. with Kak Chik , Yana and Rubi..
we get along well...
u knw why?
bcoz we happen to be in the same situation last semester... for the least... huhuhu..

oh yeah... speaking about friend.. i just knew that Phatyn's Baby J was been scratched again today for the 3rd time since last 3 weeks...

wonder who the hell did such thing.. grrr...

Love??

still searching for the right one...
what can i say now.. i'm ready to be loved and fall in love again...
but i want to find the right one...
it will not come so fast...

what else??

umm .. i think thats all... off to do my System project now..

*** I MISS MY BIG FAMILY.. CANT WAIT TO SPEND TIME WITH THEM DURING HARI RAYA**...

chiaoo...

Hugs and Kisses...
Nadya

Happy Birthday To A Special Someone...

For Special Someone by Ronberge

Today is the day!

Where it can't be postponed regardless of the weather
Where you may or may not like what you see in the mirror
Where you’re loved one will say you never looked better
Where your friends will suddenly and gratefully become closer
Where life prices go up and car prices go down for the insurer
Where you know for sure you aren’t getting any smarter
Where the system will say you’re one year older

Who are you?
What are you doing?
Where are you from?
Surprised you made it this far?

Who will you be?
Where are you going?
What will you become?
Hoping for a better part?

So many questions to ask one
So many answers to choose from
So many wishes to send one

But to this person…

The important thing to remember is
That you’re still here!
And This, in itself,
Is Reason enough to celebrate!

Happy birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO A SPECIAL SOMEONE ON 7TH SEPTEMBER 2009...

MAY GOD ALWAYS BLESS YOU AND MAY YOU ALWAYS GAIN HAPPINESS IN YOUR LIFE...

PIECE OF MY HEART STILL BELONG TO YOU..

FRIENDSHIP FOREVER...

SPECIALLY FROM DYA...

Tagged by Liwau

Three Things That I Love :
1. My new Nokia 5800
2.My HP dv4 lappy
3.My novels

Three People Who Make Me Laugh :
1.DTQM (u knw who u are..)
2.MPP buddies (Phatyn,Nik,Ummi,Liwau,Pesa,Azrai & Hadi)
3.My roomate (e-qa,jenny,jah)

Three Things I Hate :
1.hypocritezz
2.backstabbers
3.griefer

Three Things I Don't Understand :
1.Why people did something to other people but they hate people did the same thing to them..
2.Why people just cant mind their own business
3.Why there are still people who just want to be friend who are in the same standard as them... grrr

Three Things I'm Doing Right Now :
1.blogging
2.thinking
3.answering this tag

Three Things I Want To Do Before I Die:
1.gain my PHD
2.went to haji
3.getting married and have a children

Three Things I Can Do :
1.Sleeping
2.Chatting
3.SMSing

Three ways To Describe My Personality :
1.Sensitive
2.Cute kot
3.Love her friends more than anything

Three Things I Can't Do :
1. get drunk and anything similar
2. killed people who hurt me
3. get rid of people that hate me from this world

Three X Three person that i choose to answer all above question :
1.Cik Ann
2.Cik Ha
3.Along Aina
4.Along Tasha
5.Bie Najwa
6.Nadia Hanim
7. n/a
8. n/a
9. n/a

rindu..

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Sweet little Friendship just like Madu... =)

From left: Nik, Ummi, Fatin, Nad(me)


When we are not together... We have our own life...

But when we are together... WE ARE ONE

We can still be Best Friend even we can't spend time with each other much...

This is what friendship is all about...

With all of u, i knw the meaning of true friendship..

We dont have to see each other everyday to cherish our friendship..

As long as we keep each other in our heart...

The friendship will always remains forever...

Even when we are not in MPP anymore.. This friendship will never end to flow..

I LOVE U ALL MY MADUs!!

From left: Fatin, Nad (me), Nik, Ummi

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Hey there... waaa... a long long long time... not my fault k...

huhuhu....

well actually got no idea wat to write...

but then i've been thinking i shud write sumthing..

actually i've updated my blog k..

but then i save it in the draft coz the post is not complete yet...

okay.. i try to update more often..

but plzz i need sumone to 'paksa' or push me to update my blog... huhuhuhu...

okay2 ..

next 3 post is gonna be about this:

H1N1
friendship 1
friendship 2

so stay tuned k... love u lovey...

~new request to my dad~

hey...

this is just for my dad..

so dear dad, since i've been waiting for like a very very long time to have a new handphone...

so again i've changed my mind to another phone... hehehehe...

but still the 50% is on.. so dunt worry about the paying thing... i've gv my money too..

so here is it...

Special from sumone to me...

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,
who calls you back when you hang up on him,
who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat,
or will stay awake just to watch you sleep...
wait for the boy who kisses your forehead,
who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats,
who holds your hand in front of his friends,
who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on.
One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you....
The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her".

Thanks to him.. the one who gv me this advice.. (or quote)...

He even want me to tell him if i ever found this guy...

He will be the 1st to know if i ever found one..

=)

Kim Bum so cute

hey there..

nothing to say here..

but i think i fall in love..

hahaha..not with any guy that i knw..

i fall in love with Kim Bum..

he is so kawaii!!!! (i dont know what cute in Korea)

how i knw him??

i think u all will know who is Kim Bum if u watch this korea tv series.. "Boys Over Flowers"

he played So Yi Jung... he is one of the F4.. but not that famous in F4.. but he does look cute...

when i watched it at first i love Ji Hoo more than Yi Jung.. but i watched it every episode i fall in love with Yi Jung..

i think i fall in love with womanizer... Yi Jung is womanizer and Chuck Bass is womanizer too.. hahahah... thats all for now...

love ya all owezz...

Hate it so much

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Tell me who u are..

But thats not mean when u email me u will got the password....

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~Its The Climb~

Hey there...

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa


This song got a lot of meaning to me..
I dont like Hannah Montana i'm even not into Miley Cyrus
but it doesnt matter cos i love the song.

It an inspirational song..
Just read the lyric u will know why i love this song so much..

~Tired but fun~

hye there..

another update for today..

yesterday (on Sunday 12 July 09)

its kinda a tiring day for me..

not just me i guess

but its for Liwau,Afdhal and Phatyn too..

u knw why??

well yesterday, 4 of us was on road trip to Kuantan..

its a day long..

we are like go there at 8 am

we not going there just for having fun..

we're doing some jobs regarding on MPP

we need to survey how much the fuel will be used from Jengka to Kuantan for a motorbike..

we r going to organize the Jom Konvoi event soon tht require 100 student with motorbike to join in..

so we need to prepare wht will happen in between the trip during the Jom Konvoi event

Liwau was riding a motorbike while Afdhal drove me and Phatyn in Phatyn's Baby J...

so thats the 1st..

when we arrive at Kuantan we straight away go and meet the JPK from UiTM Kuantan...

b4 that we kinda hang out at a Kopitiam with Phatyn's parents..

we talk about current issues and all...

then we go to Uitm Padang Lalang to meet the JPK there...

its like an unofficial meeting with them..

as a MPP in UiTM Pahang we need also to take care of their need...

there are a lot of problems that occur there.. so we're going to further this problems to the HEP..

after an hour meeting with them we went to ECM for a while..

i want to buy Big Apple doughnut for my project groupmate and my roomate... after tht we straight to Phatyn home..

having lunch there and have some shower b4 going back to Jengka..

we also chit chatting with her dad..

he gave us a lot of advice..

we all loves chatting with her dad cause he got a lot of input to tell us which are all beneficial...

we hope we can meet him again soon to continue the chatting.. hehehe..

Phatyn u got such a wonderful dad, no wonder u are so nice and humble like this.. (like Liwau said "tak sedar diri").. hehehehe...

ur Umi is lovely too... love chatting with them...

okay after like few hours rest at Phatyn's house we're off to Jengka..

b4 i forget, Aina is with us too.. She is Phatyn roommate and my secretariat in MPP.. =)...

we arrive at Jengka about 7.30 pm.. rest for few min and off to meeting at 9pm..

i told ya.. it was my tiring day..

but i enjoyed it..

i wish we can do tht again next time..

thats it for now...

ttyl

Revealing...

okay.. like the previous semester, i will reveal my actual

result in my blog...

just so u knw, i'm revealing this result not bcoz i want to

show off..

but i told u rite... that is what my blog is all about..

i want to share my happiness, my sadness and everything in this

blog..

up to u wht do u wanna think... go to hell if u dont like it..

okay.. back to the topic...





so thats it my result for the last sem

i dunt mind what some people say about my result is going down

a bit.. well to be exact its going down 0.08..

for me.. since i first started come to this UiTM, all i ever

wanted is i want to get the Vice Cancellor Award.. so im very

grateful that i get the deanlist even my pointer is

droppping...

i just one step closer to my aim..

Insyaallah for this current semester i'll try to get 4.00..

that is my aim for this semester and then bring me another step

to get the Vice Cancellor Award...

so.. thats it for now..

ttyl...