~them~

today was a dull day for me..
hmm.. today i just realise tht the one..emm. no... not only one.. but few tht i thought was my bestfriend not really a bestfriend for me...
i dunt want to write it in detail.. cause it will make me cry...
just tht i hate the selfishness of them...

they just be with me when i was in good condition.. not busy and all.. but when i'm in trouble they being so selfish.. and put all the blame on me...
since i hold the MPP position... i thought they will understand wht i'm going through...

i dunt knw wht is their hidden agenda..
what i knw is... i make mistake of choosing them as my friends..today... i dunt knw how many litres of tears come out from my eyes... all i knw... they just left a scar in the bottom of my heart...

its hurt... but i need to be strong...
resign from MPP?? no... i won't.... we all in MPP are like sibling now... i wont leave them like my friends leave me...i started to love being in the organization... which not all people will knw how exciting being with such people...

well.. thanks to all who supporting me.. especially my beloved MOM who always ready to hear me crying... to listen to my problem.. to give me some valuables advice.. my other relatives... Cik Ann & Cik Ha..

and not forgotten to my MPP friends... oh nooo... not friends... to my MPP brothers and sisters for always being there for me...

~Been Busy!!~

hey there lovey dovey
i'm back.. well not tht i went to some other place.. but its mean tht i'm back for updating my blog..
huhuhu..

well as u may knw.. i'm very extremely busy lately..
there will be a "Hari Kelab & Persatuan" (HARKEP) event in UiTM..
as the student rep i'm very busy for tht..
as the matter of fact.. i've being a busy girl since i hold the Information,IT & Publicity Exco...

ermm... nothing much to say..
just wanna put some date which i'm extemely busy..

10-11 Feb - HARKEP
12-15 Feb- Going to Shah Alam for Organization Management Course

thats it for time being... still a lot of meeting need to attend..
now rite now.. i'm at my office bcause we're having some workshop and few meetings...
exhausted??
of course..
but the best thing is i've go a lot of new friends..
we.. all the Student Rep like a family now.. eat together.. cry together... and do everything together... and since this is my 1st time holding such big position in UiTM they've helped me a lot

Thanks to all these people:
Rafie,Afdhal,Ain,Aimi,Pesa,Azrai,Fatin,Azrul,lUmmi,Iqbal,Kak Auni,Fendi,Zul,Fahmi,Liwau, Nik and Hadi

its been a good thing to work with all of u... love u guys so much.. XoXo..

well.. got to go now.. catch u guys later.. love ya~~

PLEASE BE MINE!! TAG FROM TASHA

i used to make this tag b4.. just the same except the question.. still wanna do this...

Ruleees:

1. Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/Phone/etc on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!


IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
BABY I LOVE YOU - 1ST LADY

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
GET BUSY-SEAN PAUL

(ahha... yeah.. busy guys seems so hot)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
A NIGHT TO REMEMBER-HSM3

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
SUMMER LOVE- JT

(my life is all about love!!)

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
QUESTION- SYSTEM O DOWN

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
THAT GIRL-MC FLY

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
I FELL IN LOVE WITH THE DJ-CHENNELE

(i love them so much)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
SIGN FOR ABSOLUTION-MUSE


WHAT IS 2+2?
THE TIME OF MY LIFE-DAVID COOK (ahakss)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
I REMEMBER YOU-SIMPLE PLAN


WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
TELL ME= P.DIDDY FEAT CHRISTINA AGUILERA

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
THE CALL-BSB


WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
VIOLENCE-BLINK 182

(omg!!!!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
RATHER BE WITH U-VANESSA HUDGENS

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
I WANT YOU BACK-N SYNC


WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
ADDICTED-SIMPLE PLAN

(AHAKSS)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
OPEN YOUR EYES-STAIND

(YEAH.. I DUNT WANT TO DIE JUST YET... OPEN YOUR EYES PLZZZ)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
BOULEVARD OF BROKEN DREAM- GREENDAY

(just assume tht i interested to MIDVALLEY BOULEVARD)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
SWEAR IT OVER AGAIN-WESTLIFE

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
WON't GO HOME WITHOU YOU- MAROON 5

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
MY IMMORTAL-EVANESCENES

(I'M IMMORTAL LA)..AHAKSS

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
I WISH U WERE HERE-INCUBUS

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
YESTERDAY-STAIND

(uhuh)

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
THIS I PROMISE YOU-NSYNC


WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
I'LL BE LOVING YOU FOREVER-WESTLIFE

(YES2)

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
SMACK THAT-AKON & EMINEM

(scared to me SMACK)

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
NICE GUYS FINISH LAST-GREENDAY

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
THIS IS HOW I DISSAPEAR-MCR

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
HOLY MOUNTAIN-SYS.O DOWN

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
PLEASE BE MINE-JONAS BROTHERS

I TAG EVERYONE READING.. LOVE YA