Wednesday, February 18, 2009

~them~

today was a dull day for me..
hmm.. today i just realise tht the one..emm. no... not only one.. but few tht i thought was my bestfriend not really a bestfriend for me...
i dunt want to write it in detail.. cause it will make me cry...
just tht i hate the selfishness of them...

they just be with me when i was in good condition.. not busy and all.. but when i'm in trouble they being so selfish.. and put all the blame on me...
since i hold the MPP position... i thought they will understand wht i'm going through...

i dunt knw wht is their hidden agenda..
what i knw is... i make mistake of choosing them as my friends..today... i dunt knw how many litres of tears come out from my eyes... all i knw... they just left a scar in the bottom of my heart...

its hurt... but i need to be strong...
resign from MPP?? no... i won't.... we all in MPP are like sibling now... i wont leave them like my friends leave me...i started to love being in the organization... which not all people will knw how exciting being with such people...

well.. thanks to all who supporting me.. especially my beloved MOM who always ready to hear me crying... to listen to my problem.. to give me some valuables advice.. my other relatives... Cik Ann & Cik Ha..

and not forgotten to my MPP friends... oh nooo... not friends... to my MPP brothers and sisters for always being there for me...

4 comments:

Anggerek said...

Dear,

Never allow someone to be your priority while you're just their option.

Dik,

Sometimes being so nice with other people isn’t good for us because there are people out there who will take it as for granted.Just forgive them though it’s hard to forget. At least, your heart will feel better. Don’t feel bad of yourself; it’s nothing to do with people who never know how to appreciate others. We are the one who decide whether we want to be happy or sad. Life is a series of adjustment. Be strong!

NedDy said...

sabar k dear.. luv u so much n always with u..

love n hugs.. muahh..

afdsmkad said...

my dearezt cousinz...
sabar eh..biarkan diowang ngan cara n idop diowang.. :)
jnji kite epi k..
owg memng x leh tgk kite lebey dri diowang..tuh yg diowang x pueh ati..
relax2 je eh :)
keep smiling
i sangat epi tnape "kawan" saye skung..hakhakhak..
muahhhh

pradeep3100 said...

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